July 25th

3:05PM // I’m just VULNERABLE.

People always seem to think i should be babied because i can’t handle a hardcore lifestyle.
I need to sleep every night because when i’m sleep deprived I get really upset. I’ve been depressed and even though i got over it, things still hurt. When I was depressed I was so lifeless, so I didn’t cry.
Now I can cry over the smallest things and they don’t happen often but I’d like to avoid them.
I don’t drink two days in a row because I feel ill after one day. After two days I can’t stop throwing up and my head hurts like hell. It’s really not worth it.
I’m not a very sexual person, the only person i like touching me is my girlfriend, otherwise it’s awkard. I’ll never sleep around. But if anything that’s SMART, not innocent.
My dad always said one day I’d understand when I cheated on someone, I don’t see that happening. There are two reasons to get with someone: being really lonely and upset, therefore single. And because you love them. And if the person you’re with is not someone you love then why are you in the relationship?

I don’t want to be treated like a kid, i’m 18, I’m not a kid. However I am vulnerable. I’ve been in some bad places and I don’t want to go back there.

January 29th

3:17PM // 1 note // Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you’d be north
Risk it all cause I’ll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you’d be home

Owl City - If My Heart Was A House

3:09PM // 716 notes

nickjonasthinks:contagiousc-c-chemistry:loldisney:fuckyeahdisneyrocks:

I think I’ve favourited enough Jonas Brothers stuff now. OH DASHBOARD PLEASE FILL YOURSELF WITH LESBIAN PICTURES NOW.

3:02PM // 33 notes

fuckyeahdisneyrocks:

kanashiii:

He’s adorkable :) I love his smile. Anyone else adore how crooked his lips are? :3

YES! Adorkable!

 omgaaa il him fgnklgnfglgf

November 16th

3:22PM // 1 note // I need to get out of here. I don’t think I’ll be online much for awhile. I need to figure myself out.

3:20PM // 1 note

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

I’m all out of luck but what else could I be?
I know he’s yours and he’ll never belong to me again.
I did him wrong.
So don’t brag,
Keep it you yourself.
I did him wrong.

I was never, no I was never, no I was never enough.
But I can try, I can try to toughen up.
I listened when they told me, if it burns you let it go.
Change is hard,
I should know.

So I’ll keep my head down if you keep it quiet from now on,
In the halls I’d rather hear silence.
Than the bells of new love.
So don’t brag,
Keep it to yourself.
I did him wrong.

I was never, no I was never, no I was never enough.
But I can try, I can try to toughen up.
I listened when they told me, if it burns you let it go.
Change is hard,
I should know.

November 15th

3:43PM // Why the fuck do you even read my tumblr? O_O this is like my diary. I spent so long trying to make sure people I know didn’t come here. I didn’t post it on the boards for ages, and I still rarely do.

3:31PM // I talk a lot of shit when I’m upset. I wanted to upset you, I was annoyed at him too. But he’s nice, and it’s not his fault. I realised that. I just wanted to be his friend.

November 10th

9:38PM // Move over Becca, I am messing with your crush. I hope you feel bad about what you did to me now. Just so you know, I could make your life hell, but you're better off without him anyway. Now you can concentrate on you. Like I thought you were going to.

Danny: I could do with simming haha
Me: I like swimming. Go swimming. :]
Danny: swim with? haha
Me: A RUBBER DUCKY ;D LOL
Danny: swim with me? haha
Me: me? sureeeee, if you're okay with me possibly flashing you by falling out my bikini~~ D:
Danny: yes please.....i mean, of course i wouldn't.
Me: LOL sounds like fun. I haven't been swimming in agggeessss.
Danny: I know, neither have i, i actually want to go now haha

November 9th

2:51PM

jeffreydahmer:

I don’t want to depend on you anymore.

2:37PM // ”Fluoxetine (trade name Prozac) is an antidepressant of the selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor (SSRI) class. Fluoxetine is approved for the treatment of major depression (including pediatric depression), obsessive-compulsive disorder (in both adult and pediatric populations), bulimia nervosa, anorexia nervosa, panic disorder and premenstrual dysphoric disorder.”

What does it mean for me to be prescribed this? What does it mean about me? |:

6:47AM //

Just know you’re not in this thing alone,
There’s always a place in me that you can call home.
Whenever you feel like we’re growing apart,
Let’s just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.

Anything that’s worth having,
Is sure enough worth fighting for.
Quiting’s out of the question.
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love.

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love

Too many mixed signals.

I want to fight for this love. And Cheryl Cole keeps telling me to…

But you don’t want me. You obviously want me to back off and leave you alone. So why the fuck do I miss you so much? How can I feel like this when you don’t?

I can’t believe you like him. You move on fast, girl. |: